Working at home with all the other chores moms are responsible for is sheer insanity. My WAHM life is not pretty. It’s not perfect. And some days I wonder if it’s even worth it.
- 10am-11am: Wakeup, eat, coffee, Bible(ish) time, feeding people
- 11am-12pm: Who knows?
- 12pm-4pm: Start homeschooling 4 of the 6 kids
- 4pm-5pm: Avoiding the kids at all cost, showering, brushing teeth (I’m not even kidding)
- 5pm-6pm: Dinner as kids binge watch YouTube
- 8pm: Kids in bed (at least I hope!)
- 8pm-9pm Convincing children to stay in bed
- 9pm-4am: Work
The Truth About Schedules
Schedules are a bit of a farce, even mine. Any moment is interrupted by a dirty diaper (or two). I believe it’s important to have a quiet time with Jesus every day, but often my much needed Bible time is often stolen by some sort of kid-sized drama. If my mom drops by or we have a doctor’s appointment, my schedule is a bust. Everything must be realigned. Work always seems gets the short end of the stick.
My Top 10 Confessions as a WAHM
I stay up until 4 am
I try to work while my children are
sleeping incessantly asking me random questions about when their birthday is (it was last week, so um…359 days).
Not only do I stay up until 4am (sometimes later) because I want to cherish my kid’s awake time, but it’s also the only time in the house when it’s quiet. No kids. No phone calls. No random visits from friends. Just me and my computer.
Fortunately, my husband is a night owl too. So many nights we are up together, enjoying and utilizing the silence.
PS. It’s also a great time to have uninterrupted sex.
I ignore my kids
As much as I don’t want my kids to see me on the computer often, it happens…a lot. Sometimes I get on the computer in the morning “just for a minute” and that minute turns into two hours. It’s a blessing to have so many children because they often are too busy playing with each other to notice that I’m ignoring them.
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Sometimes I think they secretly let me ignore them because they know as long as I am on the computer they don’t have to do homeschool. (Though that is changing as they get more autonomous. My third and sixth grader sometimes finish school before I finish my morning cup of coffee. It’s rare but it happens.)
“I’ll be there in a minute!” is a much-used phrase on and off working hours!
Ignoring children doesn’t just happen when I’m working!
I feel guilty
I cannot express how much guilt I feel for working at home. I know people say that I shouldn’t. That I should view my work as important for my own benefit and the benefit of our pocketbook, but that’s just not the case.
I highly esteem the role of homemaker, wife and mother. On the days the house is a wreck, I’m throwing yet another frozen pizza in the over, and we are still homeschooling at 6pm because I was too busy on the computer; I feel tremendous guilt for working from home.
I know that the Proverbs 31 woman is said to have raised a family, tended to the needs of others, sold handmade items and impressed her husband’s friends, but I often wonder if she felt as frazzled and guilty as I do.
I work instead of exercise
I used to love to exercise. I had abs and buns of steel. During my first pregnancy I ran until I was 7 months pregnant. Each additional child may have eroded my passion for exercise but they did ignite another passion…for sleep!
Because of time restraints, exercising gets the boot when it is in competition with working or sleep.
I have managed to lose my baby weight after each pregnancy, but after I shed those pounds I shift into maintenance mode which can cause me to be a little lazy in this area of my life. Gotta work on this.
My house is clean
As chaotic as having six kids, homeschooing, and working from home is, I loathe a dirty house. My toilets might need a scrub, but my house is usually picked up.
This excludes the room shared by my two younger girls who change their outfits twenty times a day. Their rooms sucks. I close the door. There. All better.
Also, My children do a hefty amount of chores so I can focus on the other things…like that toilet bowl ring. I don’t feel too bad for them because they created 90% of the mess in the first place!
I still do most of the housework, but the saying is true. Many hands makes work light!
I have a list of things to clean when I’m in a time crunch so that if I need to work AND I’m having company, I can do both!
Secret: Chores start at 2 years old by sorting the silverware into the tray after it’s washed.
Most days I don’t see the sun
Many days it’s hard to remember to go outside and take a breath of fresh air. Going outside helps me remember that there is a life outside of my online world (I know! Shocker. Seriously).
Going outside inspires me to live the life I’m making extra money for. Going outside reminds me that the only thing I need I already have.
But I never seem muster up the courage to go outside. I’m very task-oriented, so it’s an effort to stop and smell the roses. But since I struggle with depression I try to sit outside for at least 15 minutes every morning while I finish my coffee before heading back into the house to start schooling the children. Sunlight gives you Vitamin D-3 which helps fight feelings of sadness.
I have to apologize…a lot
If a kid or my husband interrupts my work, especially if I think I’m “finished” with them for the day, I can get cranky.
I’ve had to leave my desk in order to console a crying child whose feelings I’ve hurt because I’ve been short-tempered.
One time my husband and I planned to spend time together. We didn’t end up spending time together and I felt awful for putting work before my relationship with my husband. The next day I apologized. Lesson learned.
It’s okay to make mistakes as a WAHM mom, just remember to face your sins head on with an apology.
My husband is jealous
My husband has a great boss and a laid back job. He edits videos, shoots interviews of important people and is a very talented videographer. But he’s not doing what he is passionate about.
He is very grateful for his job, but often he is jealous that I am able to make so much money doing what I love from home.
I binge watch TV while I work
Lorelie and Rory Gilmore are my WAHM BFFs.
Sometimes I watch a random movie that reminds me of high school. One that I know so well I don’t even have to look up at the screen to know what is going on (like Girls Just Wanna Have Fun). I try not to watch anything too serious or that I haven’t watched before so I can focus on designing or coding.
Major caveat: If I’m writing, I need absolute silence. No TV. No music.
I price myself high
I don’t work for cheap. I learned that lesson the hard-hard-hard way. I’ve discovered that if people don’t want to pay what you are worth and you let them sucker you into a low-balled price…they won’t treat you like what you are worth either.
I price myself high so I never regret working from home.
There is nothing more discouraging for a WAHM than to be working on a project that doesn’t pay well and is sucking up all your time and energy.
Secret: Sometimes I still manage to find myself in a job that I regret taking. It happens.
Working from home as a mom can be challenging or rewarding. One day I might feel like I’ve got it altogether, only to have my world crash around my ears the next.
I’m still figuring out how to balance it all. Each season of my life has brought new challenges and new freedom.
But I have to confess I love being a WAHM!